Life is fucking with me
Another Open Letter
Friday, September 3rd, 2010I lied when I said I had plans that weekend when you asked me to hang out with you. At first I wasn’t sure why, but when I tried thinking about it it was probably because you used the words ‘just like we used to’. You’ve always known me as someone who copes by running [...]
No Hope, No Love, No Glory
Friday, August 13th, 2010Taympers. Dahil nakakabangag ng magsimula ng conversation. Dahil nakakatae na ang potragis na pabalik balik na ala ala ng love story mo. Dahil sawa na ko sa kakaabang ng sahod day para mag feeling mayaman. Dahil puro bato lang ang nakukuha ko pag nangangapa ako. Dahil mahigit isang taon ng umaaligid sa kisame ko ang [...]
Smart Cares
Thursday, July 29th, 2010Dalawang buwan ko ng pinoproblema ang bill ng SmartBro namin na hindi umaabot sa bahay namin. Hindi ko alam kung baket, pero mas magulo pa ata sa paikot ikot na bituka ng manananggal ang mailing system dito sa Pilipinas. Wala naman akong problema dapat dahil on time ako magbayad ng bill kahit na di ko [...]
Vajarl is always trying to find himself
Monday, July 5th, 2010I am trying so hard to convince myself that I didn’t fuck things up. I have been having one of those [weeks] days when I don’t feel like myself. I don’t really like trying to think about where I am, or where I will be a few years from now because I am one of [...]
Lutang
Tuesday, June 29th, 2010Nadiscover ko to nung isang araw habang naghahanap ng matinong feed reader para madali akong makamonitor ng bagong entries. Dahil hirap ako sa pag gamet ng “Subscribe here”, tumakbo ako kay pareng Google. Sabe ko, “Pareng Google, pareng Google, search ‘Feed reader’! Go!”. Tas ayun, unang lumabas ang Feedreader 3.14. Oha, di ko inexpect yun. [...]
Stop whining or I’ll bitch-slap you
Wednesday, June 9th, 2010I would very much prefer putting my parents in a nursing home than be stuck living with them for the rest of my or their lives. Hate on me, but I honestly do. I know how most of us think about nursing homes– or the idea of one being able to stomach sending their ‘loved [...]
Frustration overload
Sunday, June 6th, 2010Did you ever feel betrayed because that something that you do almost every day seems to have deserted your whatever-that-part-of-the-brain that is responsible for automaticity when you badly need it the most? Well, as weird as my browser not accepting automaticity as a word by underlining it red, (fuck I am pretty sure that IS [...]
The next President’s first fuck up
Wednesday, May 12th, 2010I’m screwing with you. I will not write about politics today, no matter how much I wanted to. I mean, seriously, Erap is currently placed second? Seriously? How ridiculous can our voters get? Excuse my choice of words this entry because I will be swearing a lot. I just had a seriously fucked up day. [...]
Golden Island Senorita
Friday, April 30th, 2010Just last weekend, me and one of my girlfriends– Eika, went out of town to get a little break from how mundane our lives have been after we graduated from college. Okay, so that applies more to me than to her, but whatever. She needed to get away from how busy her work life was. [...]


